You really make me sick. Like, I'm retching already sort of sick. That's cool, though. Seriously. I'm better than you and I know it. Really. And honestly no matter what you do, I will still be better than you.
Saturday, December 30, 2006 7:55 PM
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sleep took place last night! Exciiiiting!
Shane and I phoned for almost three hours last night. That was pretty hardcore.
Bethany and I aren't going out tonight. Laame. I'm really trying not to care, but .. yeah. I do. I really look forward to getting out of my house. Really.
School starts next week. Oh, how fun.
My space bar is sticking and is preventing me from typing quickly and accurately. Bitch.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Friday, December 29, 2006 2:53 PM
Chad and I got our inflator hoses put onto our octopuses. Octopi? I dunno. At least I know what I'm talking about. We got coffee, too. Whee.
We just got in and I wish we were still out. Like seriously.
I told mom that I would do all this fucking stuff today and I can't even make myself get out of my good clothes. Bah. Maybe it has something to do with flossing my teeth until all I could taste was blood? Maybe. I need to get some sleep.
JR is supposed to call, but I don't feel like answering the phone.
There used to be a point to this post, but I honestly forget it. Heh.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, December 28, 2006 4:22 PM
Ahh, so today was work. I seriously think I pulled a boob muscle.
Afterwards, grandma and I went to the grand opening of Panera Bread. Too many people!
But, I did see and talk to Chase and Jonathan. And, now I remember why I had so much fun at HOBY. It still makes me wonder why they don't really like me...
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
I am SO tired of not being able to sleep at night. No matter how many pills I take [a million or just one] I'm asleep for an hour and up the rest of the night. It would be one thing if there were actually decent infomercials on.
Uhhhm, I have no idea what I'm doing this weekend. Bethany and I may hang out on Saturday. Marc and I may go to the cinema sometime. Blah.
Seriously, I just want to bash my head off of a wall or something because I'm so tired.
Ohoh, Rich got the house. We're moving at the end of January.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006 8:59 AM
Christmas is over. FINALLY. I'm happy. Well, close enough.
When I went to bed on Christmas [after a small family fight] I saw that I had two text messages: JR, and Julia, and a voicemail from Shane. I went to bed happy.
Finally got hold of Shane yesterday. It was nice to talk, but it was rather hard because I was setting up a new snake tank.
We had to go to Rich's mom's house on Christmas Eve. Uhmm. I ended up sitting upstairs using Cody as a pillow and being poked by a drunken Andrew. My new family.. heh.
A lot of stuff has happened, but none of it is actually important.
I set up a webshots account because I got a digital camera for Christmas. Figured that would be easier than just putting tons of photos on here.. Yeah.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Monday, December 25, 2006 7:39 AM
Rikaaaa!
Bailey!
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Saturday, December 23, 2006 6:32 PM
I've been home alone for about four hours. So far I've listened to Interpol, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, and various other artists. My mp3 player just died.
Chad took me driving earlier today. I still can't turn for shit.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Friday, December 22, 2006 12:23 PM
Eh, talked to Brandon and Nate last night. Good times.
I finally passed my permit test. Now, if only I could learn how to dive a damn car.
Fletcher is snoring really loudly.
Watched television with Mylan the day before yesterday. Those damn Germans.
I keep calling JR and he's not called back. It's been two or three days. I'm beginning to worry.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 9:49 PM
Man, I'm tired. Ambien just doesn't do shit for me.
I was halfway asleep when I just had the crazy urge to message Shane to apologizing for my overreaction to the breakup. Mostly, I was upset about Barnaby dying. Hopefully, he recognizes my sincerity and we're still tight because he's a pretty awesome friend.
Now, it's time to go to bed. If I'm lucky, I'll actually get to sleep some tonight before work. If not, I'll call JR and bother him at work.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006 3:24 PM
So, I got my schedule for winter quarter.
Monday & Wednesday
Math 263A: Calculus I 8:10a - 10a
work: 10:30a - 11:30a
PSY 221: Stats for Behavioral Statistics 3:10p - 5:15p
Tuesday & Thursday
ENG 151: Writing and Rhetoric 8a - 10:05a
work: 10:30a - 2:30p
POLS 102: Issues in American Policies 12:10p - 2p
BLAH.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Monday, December 18, 2006 4:52 PM
I went riding yesterday. Rika was a doll. She really wanted to trot, but my stirrups weren't adjusted right and my left foot kept falling out. Plus, there were hunters and she definetly would have spooked if we had gotten to close. She was really jittery anyway.
So, she and I had a nice walk around the equestrian area. We're going out sometime next week, as well.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, December 17, 2006 12:25 PM
Yesterday for mom's birthday lunch, we went to a restaurant with dead animals on the inside and dead animal parts on the outside.
The iced tea came in jars.
Bed pans hung over the tables.
Mom enjoyed the peanuts.
Rich would have enjoyed himself more if I had stopped taking photos.
The half-sign on the left says MYLAN when in full view.
This is all the enthusiasm that I harbor when taken to a restaurant where peanut shells can be discarded on the floor.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Friday, December 15, 2006 1:23 PM
Sooo, Shane broke up with me, and I'm not exactly stupid enough to not figure out why and to not realize that his explanation was lacking.
Yeah, this morning was WONDERFUL. /sarcasm.
I really didn't need a breakup the day after my fucking rat died. Really. I walked to Molly about it. I love her. I talked to Mrs. Joseph about it. She hugged me and gave me chocolate covered pretzels.
But, I'm okay. After crying for half a day, I'm really okay. Leonard, my new rat, and I spent the morning togeher. He's darling. I just gave him some lunch.
Yeah, this is all a bit much. I'm still not over the tons of deaths that happened around Chistmas a few years ago. Like, crying over it is really an almost daily happening. My coping skills are virtually non-existant.
I talked to JR this morning. He's absolutely wonderful. I never tire of hearing how wonderul I am. It's lovely to have him always there.
Okay, I feel like shit. Honestly. I'm not in any way, shape, or form okay.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, December 14, 2006 5:14 PM
I've yet to come to terms with death being the only thing that a mommy can't fix.
Barnaby, you were my rat in poopy fur. <33
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 5:29 PM
After work, grandma and I went Christmas shopping for Erik and Emmett. She spent the entire time bitching about how much Jon has hurt her.
I cleaned Barnaby's house today and gave him a bath. Oh, he's adorable! He had a nosebleed, though.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 8:15 AM
The holidays are entirely too stressful. I feel like dying.
Christmas party at work today. It's really tempting to call off.
No, seriously. I want to die.
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Christmas Party
Pat.
Angela hiding her face with some sort of bottled liquid.
Me not paying attention.
The other Pat brought shrimp. [everyone else brought pop or cookies.]
Barnaby. He's pretty hardcore.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Saturday, December 9, 2006 9:47 PM
Last night was Shaaane. It was tres fun.
We walked around the mall for a few hours and pretty much goofed off. Shane was nice enough to keep me warm while he was outside smoking. He only smoked half of his cigarette because I was getting cold.
Happy Feet was absolutely adorable. Mountain Dew and a large buttery popcorn do awful things to me.
We were totally the only "couple" not holding hands.
Today was the All Ohio Reptile Show in Columbus. No new babies for me.
PS: This is what happened the first time I tried to use my camera phone.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, December 7, 2006 4:06 PM
It's really pulling at my heart. Last night I bought a rat for Hayden as an early Christmas gift. I picked it special and everything, but when I got home, Hayden wouldn't eat it. So, into a kritter keeper it went and it slept in my room and we played and it piddled on me. I can't stand to feed it to Hayden, but it's in there right now. And Hayden is getting ready. Oh, let's hope I don't cry.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006 6:08 PM
Angela was at work today. Oooh, good times. We hung out and listened to AFI. Our Christmas party is on Tuesday. Donna said that Hayden cna party with us. Score.
Chad and I went shopping afterwards. I picked out dishes for grandma. We hung out with Chad's friends, too.
I'm hoping Shane will text me. He usually does around this time.
Now, it's time for Drivers' Ed. Blah.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Monday, December 4, 2006 10:21 PM
Drivers' Ed = laaaame.
It's one thing when you insult and/or make off-color comments about me, but don't you dare do the same with my snakes.
New Rudolph movie? WTF.
I <3 my electric blanket.
Omigosh. This is going to be a long week.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, December 3, 2006 9:12 PM
Alright. Finally.. PRIVACY!
Shane came over on Friday night. We're "official" again. Yeeah.
I'm surprised at how good he is with his hands.
He's my boyfriend. I'm allowed. lol.
Today was mom's open house. Blah. I'm so fucking tired.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
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