It's really pulling at my heart. Last night I bought a rat for Hayden as an early Christmas gift. I picked it special and everything, but when I got home, Hayden wouldn't eat it. So, into a kritter keeper it went and it slept in my room and we played and it piddled on me. I can't stand to feed it to Hayden, but it's in there right now. And Hayden is getting ready. Oh, let's hope I don't cry.