"The world is like a watermelon. On the outside it's nice and green and pretty and nice looking.. but once you cut it open, it's red. Communist red."
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 3:47 PM
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007 6:50 PM
Today, I won an iPod shuffle.
And learned that I'm not allowed to feel safe in my own home.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, February 25, 2007 8:43 PM
hey there chitty chitty bang bang
Well, I'm finally done with my Political Science paper. I'm editing and tweaking right now. Then it's onto my annotated bibliography and my stats project.
Thursday and Friday nights I talked to Shane. It was refreshing. I was supposed to call him last night, but I slept through the night.
Potter has managed to hurt himself again. I don't want to let him go back outside, but he'll destroy my things and meow really loudly.
Last night, Rich and I changed everyone's tanks. Bill and Fred decided to be violent. Andrew and his girlfriend decided to come into my room to watch us. It's not cool to have an audience when you're scared out of your wits.
Gosh, I'm so tired.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, February 22, 2007 7:15 PM
I am the Vampire Lestat.
After class yesterday I went with grandma to pick Chad up from the airport. Naturally, we had to stop at the dreaded PetCo. After about ten minutes of trying to find an associate, I got to hold a ball python. I then proceeded to tell the staff that they take really awful care of the snakes and that they are quite overpriced. Well, I was then offered a free snake.
She's less than a year. After a quick phone call to mom, I adopted Simmy/Adrian. She had to spend about five hours in a cold car, but she's quite the trooper.
After picking Chad up, we went for dinner, to Krispy Kreme, and to the new scuba shop.
Today.. was pretty uneventful.
Sam came into the library to talk to me on his break, and Pat started yelling at him because I'm not allowed to talk while I'm working.
I feel pretty bad. Like, I just need a good fucking cry.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Monday, February 19, 2007 5:14 PM
Went to Rich's this past weekend. Pizza on Friday night and my freaking awesome brownies on Saturday. Went to Goodwill and some pet store in Moundsville and Dairy Queen. Then, I borrowed Ella Mae's dog for a few hours. She's such a cute little weiner dog!
Uhm, redecorated my bathroom. Jungle animal stickers!
Sunday, yesterday, had to take Chad to the airport. He's gone to Tampa until his birthday.
Grandma. Ohmyfuckinggosh. Sort of, I want to push a fork into her stomach.
Today.. school, work. Pols paper. Blegh.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, February 15, 2007 8:46 PM
Josh came to see me.
Ate lunch with Sam and Teddi and JD and this other girl. Lovelovelove.
Rosie's fiesty. I've finally joined the club. She's bitten me. I'm too excited.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007 8:11 AM
skipping classes and work today. angry sex! gr! oh, and it's snowed a lot. that too.
I've done nothing to deserve such awful treatment. My grandma is insane.
Kevin brought me home yesterday after class. We got into it. He told me that I'm going to hell because I accept homosexuals. He's really just a bother.
Got home, grandma had a tantrum over me being home too early for her liking. She left and I worked on my English paper. Then, Marc came over. We had to drop something off to Chad. On our way back from Ferry, I saw Shane. Since he's moving, I just HAD to run after him and give him a hug/kiss. So.. I did. And, I realized that I can't run at all. Especially in snow and freezing cold.
Then.. we went for Chinese and made a book store run.
Next, home. And, family time.
Hahaaa, Marc and I talked of when we first met. The stupid jokes, the all night skates, the eight hour mall trips.. He even remembered me going on about AFI way back then. And, I remember when his hair was short..
Those were the days.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, February 11, 2007 11:51 AM
No Randy's party for me last night. I talked to Shannon for a few hours, so it was like I was there, anyway.
Mom's downstairs cooking bacon. The smell is enough to make me want to vomit.
Heard from Shane. Seriously. Him leaving is bittersweet to me. I'm glad he's going because I know how much he cares for his mom and I'm glad he's going because he's hurt me so much.. but I just love him so much. And, I'm going to miss him. At the same time, though.. I'll be happy to never see his face at shows again. I'm tired of hiding behind the Marcs. And I'm tired of the awkward.
Uhhhm, yeah. Ben. Make-out buddies? Blah. I'm not sure how he assumed we'd backtrack that much just by hanging out once, but .. yeah. I'm not a piece of meat, man. And, his comments definetly don't show that he appareciates that.
I'm committed to something. And there's no way that I'd put that in jeopardy for something as trivial as Ben. Especially when this is the first I've talked to him in over a year.
Yeah, so I cheated on what'shisface with him. So what? Shane got over it and so did I. Well, maybe not completely. And, I know Shane's never really been forgiven me.. but he got even. And revenge is always sweeter than acceptance.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Saturday, February 10, 2007 6:02 PM
zoe and i are pretty stupid. lol.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
AFI = love
DF = omigosh, family
I don't think anybody understands how much AFI means to me. Except the Despair Faction and Marc.
Marc.. couldn't believe the look on my face or how excited I was. And I don't think I've ever been so happy as when we were in the pit and desperately trying to stay alive.
There's just something about grabbing your best friend's hand and braving the people who make you complete.
Seriously, I have no words, and those above do the experience no justice.
Photos up soon.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Friday, February 9, 2007 11:01 AM
Tonight is the AFI concert in Columbus.
This sounds crazy, but I can't wait to get my wisdom teeth out.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, February 8, 2007 3:45 AM
Talking to Ben.. It's bound to end badly. We made the deal ages ago that we'd be 'makeout buddies' if the need ever arose. And, boy, it has. I adore him, sure. And I'm all for allowing myself certain things without the restriction of a relationship. But, some of the things he says strike me uncomfortable. Nothing that I can't handle, but halfways unwelcome nonetheless.
I like him, he's cool. We're Rocky Horror Picture Show fans. We listen to good music. And his friendship means more to me than this silly agreement.
AFI tomorrow!
I don't know where I would be if I didn't have Julia push me along sometimes. She's been so busy lately, and I'm forever grateful for her help. Lovelovelove.
HP7 Deathly Hallows [or something] finally has a release date. I want to throw a party, but I know I'll end up going to somebody elses. Like last time. Nothing beats spending five hours standing in a line to get a book that takes less than that to read. lol.
That was a pretty good night. Chad didn't show up like he promised, but my grandma got her stuff together and was very supportive. And, that doesn't happen often enough.
July 21, 2007, by the way.
Shane's moving to the Tampa region. Chad is going to the Tampa region. lol, They're going around the same time! Mylan, take Carmy in to ref the fight.
man, i'm tired.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Tuesday, February 6, 2007 6:16 PM
Bennnnnn!
Other than that, here's how today worked.
Chad went go get another car yesterday. He was going to trade his in. It's in pretty bad shape. And, he has really bad credit. Chad didn't get the car.
Chad yelled -> grandma yelled -> mom yelled -> I yelled -> Chad etc.
Hayden is eying Leonard. Aw.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Monday, February 5, 2007 4:10 PM
Dear Kevin,
Please don't talk so much about your apathy toward cheating on your girlfriend and then proceed to get me all hot and bothered if you don't plan to act on anything. Thanks.
Yours,
Anessa
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, February 4, 2007 7:22 PM
Yeah, it's not that cool. I just got a little tired of Muse.
My grandma's angry with me and I don't quite know why. Some
Today was uneventful.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
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