Talking to Ben.. It's bound to end badly. We made the deal ages ago that we'd be 'makeout buddies' if the need ever arose. And, boy, it has. I adore him, sure. And I'm all for allowing myself certain things without the restriction of a relationship. But, some of the things he says strike me uncomfortable. Nothing that I can't handle, but halfways unwelcome nonetheless.

I like him, he's cool. We're Rocky Horror Picture Show fans. We listen to good music. And his friendship means more to me than this silly agreement.

AFI tomorrow!

I don't know where I would be if I didn't have Julia push me along sometimes. She's been so busy lately, and I'm forever grateful for her help. Lovelovelove.

HP7 Deathly Hallows [or something] finally has a release date. I want to throw a party, but I know I'll end up going to somebody elses. Like last time. Nothing beats spending five hours standing in a line to get a book that takes less than that to read. lol.
That was a pretty good night. Chad didn't show up like he promised, but my grandma got her stuff together and was very supportive. And, that doesn't happen often enough.
July 21, 2007, by the way.

Shane's moving to the Tampa region. Chad is going to the Tampa region. lol, They're going around the same time! Mylan, take Carmy in to ref the fight.

man, i'm tired.