Renno asked me out today. Ana and I don't know whether he was serious or not. I guess we'll find out on Tuesday. I couldn't answer because I had to rush to the bathroom. Aaaand, we were screaming across the parking lot.
Nothing. Seriously.
Thursday, April 26, 2007 9:35 PM
Nothing. Seriously.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Monday, April 23, 2007 3:43 PM
Class starts in 15 minutes, so here's something quick.
Anti-Flag, Set Your Goals, Alexisonfire, Big D and the Kids Table .... OMG. Last night was amazing.
Marc picked me up around four, then we got Andy, and met up with everyone else. I ended up in the car with both Marc's and Andy. The ride up was pretty crazy. Alan drove the other car and everyone was hanging out the windows. Alan started waving a fake gun out of the window. We were just waiting for him to get arrested. Luckily, the boys in the other car managed to wrestle it from him.
We ended up getting lost. [Never trust maps from any online resource.] We got to Mr. Smalls about an hour later than anticipated, but Anti-Flag hadn't come on yet.
Hung out alone for a while, moshed a wee bit, got a t-shirt and poster.. Good times.
There was so much more unity in the room last night than there was at the AFI concert. I've no clue how many others were there, but every single one of them had their hands up, giving support in the form of a middle finger. Fist pumping, crazy action.
Huge circle pit. Yay.
After Anti-Flag's set was over, about half the people left. The eight of us stayed, and we heard "We're having too much fun!" And, the band took requests. I got all the way up to the stage.. and had to mosh for it. lololz.
I got a set list and had it signed by a sweaty Pat Thetic.
Last night was pretty hardcore. Friends are the best, especially the ones that you can sweat with until 1am.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, April 22, 2007 12:20 PM
Yesterday, hung out with mom and Rich. Pet store, Wal-Mart, greenhouse.. And, we went looking for that stupid chair again. Dad told mom where it is, but it got too dark out and we didn't find it. And, we went to the damn to find driftwood for stuff. I was scared to death I'd encounter the naked rapist. Thankfully, I did not.
Grandma's coming home today. I'm so not ready.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Saturday, April 21, 2007 9:17 PM
Yesterday, went to Spanish class. Then, out with Marc and Dustin. We went out to lunch, to the park, to the other park, and played some frisbee. Then, Dustin went to work and we came home to feed the snakes. Ended up watching Hitchhiker's Guide the the Galaxy. Uhhh, called Dustin, got pizza, and went bowling. Got in around midnight.
That's my day in a squish.
I'm really awful at bowling. I got a 58.. and that's after Marc messed with my scores.
Tomorrow night is the Anti-Flag show in Pittsburgh. Fuuun.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Friday, April 20, 2007 4:43 AM
It's 4:42am and I'm doing Calculus.
Someone love me.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, April 19, 2007 6:01 PM
During public speaking, we all called Jake and left stupid messages on his voicemail. That's what he gets for not showing up for class. XDD
Also, grandma may be coming home this weekend. Goddammit.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 6:43 PM
Last night, I had some dream that I was dating Justin. Weirddd.
He's adorable, though.
It was just .. pretty random.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, April 15, 2007 8:44 AM
The longer grandma is in the hospital, the more my family's true colors show. We're being absolutely nasty to each other. This is how it always is without a mediator.
Yesterday: ACTs until 1, lunch/homework, hospital, Petco and Petsmart, crying, home, blah.
As soon as we go to the hospital, grandma started up with her tantrums. She wants to come home, apparently. "There's no reason to keep me here." Well, she was unconscious for two weeks and on a ventilator. She can't move on her own. I think it's best if she stayed there.
I've been sleeping relatively well. I haven't been taking my Ambien. But, my nightmares have been coming back. Things were pretty cool when I thought I'd been able to get rid of them. Now, I'm back to waking up screaming at no one and crying and .. whatever.
Detatchment. Hopelessness. Urges to self-injure.
I'm so fucked up right now.
Sure, it's just the stress of the situation.
But, I want to go to sleep and never have to wake up.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, April 12, 2007 9:34 PM
"Hey, Anessa. Did you know _________?"
"Yeah, and she's FUCKING DEAD. She was a whore, though. And a bitch, so her death is justified."
Only later do I find out that I was talking to her best friend.
Give me a reason to care and I will.
Socialized today. Haven't eaten since breakfast. Went to the hospital. And to the grocery. Saw a boy that I haven't seen in forever. He dropped out during sophomore year and smells of cigarette smoke.
People change. Sometimes, though, they don't change nearly enough.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 3:23 PM
Yesterday, Rich called mom while we were shopping to tell us that Larry Birkhead is the father of Anna Nichole's baby. I really don't like him, anything is better than Howard Stern.
I've been in a mood for the past few days. All it's taken to get me out of the funk was an entertaining calculus class.
Grandma is good. She's off of the ventilator and sedation, and is tossing around racial slurs. <3 family
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Sunday, April 8, 2007 9:28 PM
Easter went pretty well. When I woke up, mom already had food going. The Easter Bunny had hidden gifts for my pets throughout the house, so Leonard and I had a scavenger hunt. [He's very happy with his new hammock.] Then, dinner. Rich stayed to eat and Chad even woke up. It was pretty impressive. And, yay for homemade cheesecake.
Mom and I went to visit grandma after dinner. On the way, we made an effort to look for the cemetery with the cursed chair. We found the cemetery, but not the chair. Duh. I took some photos of the Revolutionary War cemetery next to the hospital.
Grandma's doing the same. She's not better, but she's not worse. Eh.
Yesterday, Chad promised to take me to the zoo. He wouldn't even wake up. After much screaming, pouting, and crying I went with mom to the hospital. We and Rich had dinner at Pizza Hut afterwards. Then, back to the hospital.
The crazy nurse had my grandma restrained. Mom had a tantrum. "We don't even tie our dogs up!"
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Seriously. 8am-6pm. Blah.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Finally, it's working. I had to mix codes from two different skins because the original navs wouldn't work.
Today's Easter. I got a light bulb.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Saturday, April 7, 2007 10:50 PM
This skin isn't fully operational, yet. Give me a couple days.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Thursday, April 5, 2007 6:58 PM
Grandma had a heart attack
Jeff died
I failed a math test
Why won't anyone save me?
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Wednesday, April 4, 2007 4:23 PM
I made Chad run to the mall after class so I could pick up the new PTW. It's not that great, but neither was You Come Before You the first time that I listened to it. Versions will grow on me without a doubt.
Now, I'm trying to get him to run to the hospital to visit grandma. I promised mom I would, so here I am!
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
Tuesday, April 3, 2007 10:20 PM
It was 80 degrees today and it's supposed to snow the day after tomorrow. =/
Today I realized that most of the medical knowledge comes from House. Something happened yesterday with my grandma's ventilator/heart monitor/something, and I actually told the nurse what was wrong. Also, I was right. lolol.
In public speaking today, I talked to Michael for our entire 20 minute break. When I'm nervous, I ramble on about my pets. Today was also a speech day. I went on and on and on with an impromtu speech about the benefits of feeding frozen/thawed rodents to snakes. There was a collective inhale when I said "When you have as many children as I do, you don't want to see any of them hurt." Children as in my snakes. I enjoyed myself.
Yesterday in Chemistry, I learned to not eat lead. "Lead is what makes children retarded! No one likes retarded kids!" Only spoken with a heavy Indian accent.
Omg, so tired.
I have been waiting for you, biting as you taught me to.
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