Turns out, Renno broke up with me because my dad is black and because I have pet snakes and a pet rat. It's pretty lame. I'm not sure if I'm more angry or disgusted. Either way, I can do better.

Today at lunch I started to read Choke and listened to some Poison the Well. Sure, there were other kids around me, but, truthfully, I didn't want anything to do with them. Definetly not today.

Public Speaking afterwards. Yes, I freaked out. Yes, I worried people. Everyone was asking what was wrong. I burst into tears and hit my head on the table.

Afterwards, I helped Nate through a crisis. A girl crisis. That's really not my best area, but he really seems to like her. And, as long as we're great friends, I'll help him out. Not to mention he's pretty adorable. Like a big cuddly bear. lolol

Tonight was the Palahniuk reading in Columbus. I asked two or three weeks ago if I could go and nobody bothered to make plans for me. I mean, I desperately wanted to go. Meet my favorite author? Get something signed? Listen to him talk? That's enough to make me freak. To make it worse, Chad did his best to make me feel guilty for asking to go.